Is it normal to feel this way,about who and what i am?

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So,let's just get this out of the way i wan't to kill people
but rest assured that i don't want to kill innocents,just
the guilty and what i mean by the "guilty" are,the rapist,
child molesters,and murderers who didn't kill to protect
themselves.But anyway back to what i wanted to ask.So i wanted to know if anybody thinks they know what i may be because i feel like
i'm a sociopath but i have feelings for my loved ones,when i think about killing them(testing myself only,don't really want to kill them)
I start to cry.....a lot,so i was thinking maybe i'm just a borderline
sociopath because when i think about killing other people i feel
so accomplished(not innocent's)killing them,torturing them to death
i love it.So i just wanted to know what you guys thought,and i don't think i'm a psychopath but who knows??!!
P.S. please don't tell me to see a therapist or something like that
because they wouldn't understand as soon as i tell them they would probably just send me off to a mental hospital or something,and i can't have that because my mission to rid at least one guilty person from the world and hopefully save someone from being hurt is not finished yet.

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  • thegypsysailor
    8 years ago

    It seems Dexter has joined our little site. Welcome, Dexter.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      8 years ago

      thank you! :')

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  • KingTermite
    8 years ago

    A therapist would not cart you off to a mental hospital, but that aside why not join the military? Depending on what country you're in, they would give you lots of opportunities to try out the training and weapon they issued to you. It could be a lot of fun, you should give it a try... unless you're afraid of dying too, in which case you're a coward and don't deserve the opportunity to kill other people.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      8 years ago

      I was thinking about joining the military,to get a little more
      fit and i'm not afraid of dying because one day i'm going to
      die and go to hell were i'll meet everybody i sent there.

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  • [Old Memory]
    8 years ago

    I think this is normal. I too have homicidal thoughts, but I would never hurt an innocent person, nor do I want to.

    I do however want to kill certain people, similar to you, such as child molesters and people who hurt the innocent. I will not be surprised if I go through with it someday. Just a couple months ago I was about to kill someone who killed a friend of mine but police got him before I did. I'm not worried about sharing this stuff on the internet because I haven't actually done anything and honestly I really don't even care.

    I think most of why I feel this way is because I have had friends who have been murdered, raped and abused as children and it is one of my biggest goals and obsessions to get rid of people who hurt those I like.

    Good luck.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      8 years ago

      finally someone who understands,and good luck to you fine sir/lady

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