Is it normal to feel this way about my life

I wish I had an exciting life story. My childhood was bliss even though I was a loner. As I headed towards my preteen years my parents got divorced. I tried to ignore negative thoughts but I couldn't. At age 12 at a baseball game some kids had alcohol and weed and I was going to do it and I drank my first beer. It was good and later that night I had a dream that I was this wicked skinny guy and I was in a punk band and I was in my 20s. I was also a drug addict.

However I decided not to rebel because I was scared. I sometimes wonder what happen if I rebelled becaue my teenage years have been pretty boring. At age 14 I got the internet for the first time and that increased my social anxiety. I would spend a lot of time on the computer. I just sometimes wish I had never got the internet and I want to go back in time and have an interesting life story. Is this normal?