Is it normal to feel this much pain

yes it is completely normal.no pain lasts forever.just stay positive and keep praying.never give up cuz when your older you'll look back and realize it's not as bad as you think it is.don't cut yourself even though you said you don't,that's never a solution it just pushes more people away.you'll find someone that shares your pain or will at least understand you.stand strong my friend,everything will get better sooner or later :)

I actually know how you feel, 'cause I've felt like this for 3 years. I felt like God had left me and I was completely numb and wanted to die, because I thought it would be better than to be alive and 'feel' this way. Point is, it's darkest just before the dawn, if you know what I mean. When you feel like it can't get any worse, it eventually will get better. Believe me, it will.

Ive been through it and still going through it && im not emo either. Just be strong time and god can fix/make anything better.

there is always hope for life. just hang in there. talk to a therapist if it helps.

I'm sorry to report that this is normal.

I'd love to give you some words of wisdom, here, but if I were to be honest, I would have to say that if you have any, I'd love to hear them.

You're not alone. Just know that.

If you're praying, it shows you're a christian. If you're a christian, you have nothing to worry about, because God's right there beside you. And you know what he's saying? He's saying "It's ok baby, 'cause I love you more than anything else in the world" And you know what? He's proved it once already. Life will get better, if you ask him to make it better. Everyone has shit moments in their life, but not everyone gets out of their problems in a good way. But rest assured, God will lead you out of this in a better state if you ask him to.

Your emotions are crushing you. Pain weighs too much for us to handle by ourselves. Find someone who you can share you emotions with. It may be someone who is going through the same situation. I'm not saying force your pain on them, just let them help by taking some weight off. Or you could push your sorrow into music or sport. Something or someone who won't make you lift so hard to keep that pain from crushing you anymore. Again, like lifting weights, you'll become stronger over time and you'll be able to lift the pain right off your head and heart and you'll be healthier and happier. I hope I helped (sorry about the weight metaphore haha). May peace come your way sooner rather than later. Smile. Love. And enjoy moving forward.

It seems like the end of the world and I have been where u r. But its not trust me. U seem like a great person and I would love to be ur friend. Dontget down on yourself. If the situation is bad then it will only seem worse the more u think of it. I am a strong believer in will power and the power of the human mind. We can convince ourselves of anything. If u keep thinking about the bad stuff then it really will be bad. But if u focus as best u can on the little thing that gives u joy then it can make a world of difference. U r still young and u got college and life! U should be excited to go on and do new things and have new experiences. Don't let this thing now hold u back. I'm sure u have something a sport, school, a hobby, whatever ur passion may be. Focus on that. If u feel like it's all gone then it will be. There r plenty of ppl that have felt what u r feeling now. But it's ur life. U make the decision. Do u wanna quit because it is hard and u don't see the bright future? Or do u wanna say F**k this I can change it? U really can overcome. And I know u may not see that now hut give it time. It may get better or worse for a little but eventually it will all get resolved. U just need to hang in there girl. U wanna be able to look back and be proud that u overcame. In the future whether that is 1 month or 1 yr or whatever, this will just be a rouch patch that will not seem like that big of deal anymore. Good luck!

Praying will get you nowhere.

What does not kill you, makes you stronger! You go girl! Everything would be fine at the end of the day alright?