Is it normal to feel the need and want to do bad things

I feel the need and want to do bad things sometimes and want to get caught and get punishment and sometimes i want to get away with and sometimes i don't care if i get in to trouble or get caught and sometimes i want to obey the rules and want to enforce them which and usually i don't feel either way. im like both good and bad or in other words neutral i don't is this normal? for example im in 12th grade and lately i want to get into to trouble before i graduate and get out of high school, which i have the rest of the month and all of next and im pretty much out. what i mean get into trouble is get sent to the office with referral and i would like to get ISR but anything i guess is fine and i don't why and that's only one urge that i had gotten to get into trouble and to do bad stuff and it all kind of began when i was in middle school and i was crying because i was getting written up and im like wait ive gotten in trouble so many times by now in school and also why should i care im just gonna go the deans office and get a talking to and a punishment and from then on pretty much. now this ones not in school it i got arrested and taken to the adult detention center by the police and at first i was crying but it was fake at first so maybe they would let me go then became kind of real then i stopped crying and they did the whole thing there and in a few hours i was released and i never went into a cell or anyting even though i asked the officer can i and he no and because i wouldent have spent long there because it was my fist time ever with anything with the law and that and going to jail and because i knew i was gonna be released soon anyway because of that but i felt kind of happy that i went to jail now that i think of it and im glad i did kind of and i don't want to go back to jail or i don't want to go to prison but happens it happens not that im going to try i don't want to and i don't want to go back to court at least not were im on trial and the charged got drop and because of what happened and the lawyer. is it normal to feel this way getting into trouble and feel the need to and sometimes like it and ect and kind happy that the law thing happen and ect?