Is it normal to feel surreal and different after i cut my arm?
I punched a window and I cut veins/arteries, and they had to stitch an artery because it kept bleeding. I had surgery last Wednesday. But since this all happened, life has been surreal. I feel like I'm not who I was before. I feel weird. I'm scared that something might go wrong with my arm/wrist/hand, I'm scared I may get/have an infection. I meet with the surgeon next week for her to see the progress. I used to drink everyday, smoke cigarettes, and just relax with life. Recently my mom and I went to the fair and had a good time, but that seems long ago and like a memory, like a surreal feeling. Now all I do is mostly watch videos, sleep and eat. I'm scared that it's not over. I'm scared of this iffy and surreal feeling. They gave me vicodin but I'm not really taking it. Had a few pieces a few times but that's it. I do take ibuprofen though. Also I'm not drinking that much water.
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Is this normal? How do I return to normal (I don't even think my arm/hand is ever going to be normal again. But I hope so)?
Any advice?