Is it normal to feel suicidal like every month?

Hey Guys.

I'm a guy.I want to know if it is normal to feel suicidal monthly. It's just so hard living life. I'm 18, i'm about to have to redo my senior year, I have no freedom, and my girlfriend always wants to hang out with me, but I can't due to parental limitations. I'm dirt poor, and I don't see my life going anywhere. My girlfriend might make me feel like living more time to time, but these thoughts always come back to me. I have physical limitations too, like I'm short for my age (5'7) and I look ugly. And I'm fat, too. Life is being truly unfair and I know it's been said like a trillion times by now, but it just seems so intense these days. I don't know what to do anymore. The feelings of self hate and consciousness come back more intense each time. I don't know what to do anymore.

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71% Normal
Based on 7 votes (5 yes)
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Comments ( 4 )
  • jensapa

    Talk to a doctor or get some therapy. U don't need to feel this way and there is help out there. Research depression an learn about it that way u will know your options on how to treat it.

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  • NormalIsAsNormalDoes

    Forget those unsympathetic guys, you're pain is obviously real and knowing that other people have it worse isn't going to change that. Its VERY common to feel insecure at your age but you can find your identity MOVE FORWARD. Everyone finds themselves on the ground, but you have to pick yourself back up. Look to make some big changes in your life.

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  • aduusw

    Man you are luckier than most earths inhabitants.

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  • flax

    Oh boo hoo - aren't you just so hard done by. Many people are In much worse situations and would consider that which you are sooking about as pure gold. Stop being such a selfish little brat.

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