Is it normal to feel so much guilt for what i did last night?

last night I when to the strip club, I been dying to see naked women since its something I don't see everyday.

anyways as I was there in the strip a stripper with enormous boobs popped out of the blue and offered me a lap dance and me having such a big fetish for big boobs since probably the age of five couldn't obviously resist it. so as she took me to the backstage to give me the lapdance I sad back in the leather seat and she got undress and hopped on me and started seducing me, etc. she told me that it was OK for me to touch and play with her boobs and so I did; I was having a moment of my life.

anyways getting to the point the reason why I now feel guilty was because towards the end she put her nipple in my lips purposely as she held it there for a couple of seconds like she wanted me to suck on them or something, and suck on them I did! as I did I got really into it and switch to her other boob and so on. I mean I kept my cool, I tried not to abused it but that is exactly why I feel pretty guilty now, because I feel like I when a little far and took advantage though she didn't stop me or show sign of uncomfort nor did she try to stop me; she even offer me another lap dance after it was all over but too bad I didn't have enough money. believe me, if I had more money I probably would of taken her to the champagne room.

so yea, though my instincts clearly tell me that I didn't really do anything wrong something in me is bringing out guilt for some reason but I really don't know why

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  • mysistersshadow

    I think what you and her did is called prostitution.

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  • Poes

    The only thing that you should feel guilty about is that you did not go to the strip joint fully prepared. If you had you would have taken enough money with you sat that you could do the full monty and fuck her senseless!

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  • pineappleguineapig

    What you're feeling might be, in part at least, a sort of retrospective caution. Caution in such situations is very healthy and necessary. Guilt, on the other hand, is useless unless you learn something from it. I can't judge whether you did anything wrong in that situation, or determine what you should learn from it.

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  • swurls

    You feel guilty b/c you are acting out of lust and not from your true heart. You saw this women as less than a human being, lesser than yourself and sexualized her, something deep inside of you knows this and that is why you feel guilty b/c you know it is wrong, ask God to forgive you of your sins in Jesus name and you'll be fine

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    • Vergil387

      and what if none of this is against my religion?

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  • Lonely2

    I often go and even go to prostitues and yes, i feel guilty...one because Im catholic...2 because I know women sit around watching dr. phil and oprah and all those stupid womens shows who put men down for doing this shit....but really because Im wasting money on something with a woman who has no real concern or caring about me ..in other words investing in a losing proposition

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  • Lovecanher

    No she wanted u to suck them she was trying to make alittle more money n u didn't have sex with her so it wasn't

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