Is it normal to feel so much guilt for what i did last night?
last night I when to the strip club, I been dying to see naked women since its something I don't see everyday.
anyways as I was there in the strip a stripper with enormous boobs popped out of the blue and offered me a lap dance and me having such a big fetish for big boobs since probably the age of five couldn't obviously resist it. so as she took me to the backstage to give me the lapdance I sad back in the leather seat and she got undress and hopped on me and started seducing me, etc. she told me that it was OK for me to touch and play with her boobs and so I did; I was having a moment of my life.
anyways getting to the point the reason why I now feel guilty was because towards the end she put her nipple in my lips purposely as she held it there for a couple of seconds like she wanted me to suck on them or something, and suck on them I did! as I did I got really into it and switch to her other boob and so on. I mean I kept my cool, I tried not to abused it but that is exactly why I feel pretty guilty now, because I feel like I when a little far and took advantage though she didn't stop me or show sign of uncomfort nor did she try to stop me; she even offer me another lap dance after it was all over but too bad I didn't have enough money. believe me, if I had more money I probably would of taken her to the champagne room.
so yea, though my instincts clearly tell me that I didn't really do anything wrong something in me is bringing out guilt for some reason but I really don't know why