Is it normal to feel so empty?
Sometimes I'll just feel like I'm in a dream. Actually mostly all the time. The feeling only goes away when I'm not thinking about it, cuz then I'm not paying attention to it. I just want to feel alive. I used to thnk I had depression and that was the cause, but idk, cuz I don't think life is futile or any kind of depressing thoughts like that. I hate depressing-ness. The feeling is just there and it hardly ever goes. I wanna fall in love so I can really feel something and not concentrate on the emptiness...