Is it normal to feel sad for no reason?
I guess you would say I'm our average teenage girl. I giggle when I see a cute guy and I whine about never having anything to wear. The thing is that thats only me on the outside. I'm so different when I'm not hanging out with friends or at school. I get so depressed sometimes but no one really knows about it. I lock myself in my room and do nothing all day because frankly I don't care about anything. I constantly lie to my friends that I'm to sick to go out or I'm grounded or I have to babysit because I just don't want to be anywhere but in my room alone. I wonder sometimes why I'm so sad all the time I mean there's people who have it worse than me what am I complaining about?
I have a house, I have cloths, I have food. Why should I be sad? The truth is I don't know. I hate this feeling like I can't be normal. See I got in an accident when I was 11 months or so no major injuries but it left me with scars and now I have to wear certain cloths to cover them. You'd think I'd be used to the stares and rude comments about it but I'm not. It hurts it really does but I pretend it doesn't bother me and I put up a hard front but when I'm alone it just crashed down and I'm left to wallow in my own self pity sometimes I feel so pathetic and I don't know what to do. Is it normal to feel this way?