Is it normal to feel resentment in your family because...

Because, youve been judged most of the time?
Gonna xplain:

When I was 12 I got a head problem got to take so many fucking medicines everyday which would make me really bad took away my hunger for living, working, studing, going after girls, sex... you know there are many medicines that makes you feel really bad. I afterwards got a depression lost weight and just wanted to die and many other things.. and you wanna know what were the two possibilities that my family was thinking of? Over these 5 years? That I was gay and lazy.
Yep! I just got through this with people calling me gay on one side, and my father yelling at me and telling me off everytime everyday because I just wasnt able to work.

I'm thankful for the medicines, the house, the food theyve afforded me but.. it was only that: no psychological support, no friendliness, no hugs, no nothing. Just grew up really needy of that. My dog had much more the friendship from my father in two years than I did in 20. I'm not here complainin that much, I dont mean that... but today they charge me what they didnt give me. I most of the time wanna leave this house... its been a long time I havent felt part of the family. I just didnt leave because my mother asks me not to. Anyway im gonna leave soon, even if i'm not going to have a house for a time.

Do you think its normal to feel like I feel about my family?