Is it normal to feel like your not here?

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ok im going to tell you my story i am a 18 year old boy i tried weed my first time about 2 months ago i took about 1 hit from a bong and 6 hits from a bowl it was my first time i wasent feeling anything then it hit me i felt like i wasn't i felt like my whole life was a dream and i was so scared i bowed then never to smoke weed. 2 weeks later i joined my school soccer team i was stressed cuz i wanted to make it to varsity. after practice my heart would hut but i pad no attention one day i didnt go to practice my heart was still hurting then at night i was laying my head on my moms lap then i felt like i was gonna pass out i felt really scared this lasted for 6 seconds then i was ok but then an hour later i felt the same feeling my mom took me to the e.r and they did all sorts of test on me and said they tought i was dehydrated after that i felt anxious and dizzy for about 4 days it wpuld be hard for me to wake up in the morning after that i felt like it was wearing off. so i when to my friends house and made a stupid desision i took 1 big hit of weed and i started feeling good but then after it wore off i felt anxiious and have to this day sometimes i feel like im not really here i hope it goes away and sometimes i think im going to get skitsophrenia or something or that im just mental another thing that happend since im still in soccer one time my game was about to start i felt pumped and good but then i felt so week like literally really weak but then it wore off and sometimes i feel like im just gonna like start spinning or something or that im going to float up i imagen it and it scares my i hope someone here can help me because idk im scared.

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  • Aberration
    12 years ago

    You need to relax, that's your biggest problem. Your first episode was merely a panic attack. Marijuana would not effect you like that 2 weeks after inhaling it. You were simply anxious about making the soccer team. The second episode was because you were so freaked out about the first one, you worked yourself up again. You are definitely not schizophrenic, you just need to relax. Marijuana cannot hurt you like other drugs or even alcohol can. Your experience with marijuana is all about how you perceive it. If you think you're going to have a bad trip then you will have one. All these feelings of spinning and dissociating and your heart racing are ALL panic attacks. You need to see a counselor very badly. It sounds like your anxiety is pretty severely interfering with your life. Getting counseling is not a bad thing, it is actually a very good thing. You will learn how to control your anxiety. I would suggest that since you have so much anxiety you don't smoke Marijuana until you can control your anxiety better, because until then you will keep having bad experiences with it. So, go out and get some help for your anxiety! =)

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  • [Old Memory]
    12 years ago

    keep smoking you just smoked to much at one time it happens to me smoke less at a time it really helps

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  • [Old Memory]
    12 years ago

    First, ya need to work on spelling and gramer! Second, why would you do it again??

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  • iseethingsO.O
    12 years ago

    So let this be a lesson to all you kids... Don't smoke whatever the crap he was... Sorry dude it will wear off eventually...

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  • londonrocks
    12 years ago

    You had a panic/anxiaty attack. its textbook really, intense fear, feeling of de realisation, dehydration, feeling faint. I imagine you had pins and needles aswell. Dont worry it happens to the best of us, if i was you id stop taking weed, i dont think it suits you, and you will be feeling fine in no time

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  • TheManagement
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    12 years ago

    You'll be alright. Some people react this way to it. Just don't smoke any more and give it some time. It might take a while, but you'll be back to normal soon enough.

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