Is it normal to feel like your gonna end totally alone?

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I'm 23 years old. I'm going to graduate college in May. When I got to college I honestly thought I was to fall in love, because I thought as soon as I left for school my life would turn into a romcom. I wasn't allowed to date in high school and I've never had a boyfriend. I didn't have my first kiss until I was 20 it was horrible! I didn't kiss anyone until months later and I almost went all the way the that guy but I didn't want to lose it in bedroom of some guy I knew for just a few months. I guess I went through a dry spell because for a year and half I really interact with much guys at all. Until last semester...I don't know what happened...it started on my birthday all these guys started coming up to me and saying how pretty/beautiful I was blah blah blah...I was kinda of a b*tch to all of them. Then a month later I ran into the australian I met on my birthday. He was nice and we talked for awhile but he turned out being a jerk. Then there was a Canadian NFL coach, a med student, and a guy I've been crushing on since freshman year. The guy that I'm crushing on we've made out a few times but he just wants me when he's in the mood and I'm so sick of guys that do that. I'm a virgin so clearly I'm not gonna lose to somebody who has no feelings for me at all. I'm starting to that it me as a person...I don't really like myself. I'm a loyal friend but I come off as rude and mean which I am but I think its a defensive mechanism. Guys tell me that I'm beautiful I turn into the meanest person ever. In high I was teased for my height I'm 5"11 and my mother at one point said I looked like a dork because I wore glasses and said that my teeth are too big...I just think I'm gonna end up alone...

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  • Anime7
    11 years ago

    Believe me when I say you'll meet someone. Frankly you sound like a chill person who has just been with the wrong crowd. If anything just stop hanging around with the guys you do and try to find decent people like in the library. Everybody feels like they're going to die alone at some point, but trust me you'll meet someone.

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  • DADNSCAL
    11 years ago

    A very honest and touching post. Congrats, you just took your first step toward changing. There's someone out there for you; don't give up.

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  • Guwap92
    11 years ago

    Im a 20 year old guy, and i feel the same way. ive had girlfriends in the past but nothing too serious. and to add on im not the best pick up artist if you know what i mean. so finding girls is tough but hey i rather be lonely then all the drama.

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  • Johnnytherat
    11 years ago

    just draw a face on your palm and call her shandy. problem solved ^_-

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  • russellnb
    11 years ago

    I think I am alone.

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  • Guwap92
    11 years ago

    Idk why people think you need someone to be happy? Thats how people get hurt in the long run. I rather be alone then all the drama. For the fellas out there. "Dont let society fool you into having a Girlfriend" remember those words.

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  • [Old Memory]
    11 years ago

    You sound like kind of a fuckwit, but not a total one.

    So you'll be ok, or not, maybe.

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