Is it normal to feel like this or am i stupid?

You guys haven't been together for a long time 6 months you say & he's managed to pull so much crap multiplie times hun this guy isn't going to change. get out otherwise 6 months will be a year then a year will be 3 years & lord knows how long. he's abusing you coz the patterns of abusing are he does bad things (cheating), you hurt, he begs for your forgiveness, you take him & the whole mean cycle begins again. he's appealing to your emotions & not your reasoning. you're probably a hopeless romantic lol we all are, but this is wrong & there's NO way this can be justified.

Hmmm... Sounds like you've been in abusive relationship. I can't tell you to "just leave", because it's not that easy, but the thing is, we often fell in love with someone who does not treat us the way we deserve to be treated :/
Abusive people often are very good with words, and they know how to make their partner fell for them, so, it's not that you're stupid, but you're too in love with him to realize you've been sacrificing yourself for a relationship that... To put it short, does not make you happy.
I hope ypu'll realize what's best for you ASAP!

I for some reason smell a false post...

Could it be... Spelling errors? no no no... Not that... Its something much worse... Oh yes! LACK OF DESCRIPTION! "He loves me but he hurts me to much" That's all we are getting from this.

I am prepared for your hate

Life is too short for this crap.

You are completely ignorant if you actually want to stay with someone who is thinking about or executing anything hateful or hurtful towards you. You should really check up on your ethics and prospects.

Get out Of the relationship while you can! He wants to be with you cause you will always be there no matter what he does to hurt you and he knows it. U let shit like that happen and grt back with him is just telling him it's ok. But it's not!

He obviously doesn't want to be with you. If even he is saying you deserve better that means he is trying to get you to leave him alone because, he wants a new girl.

fucking Christ dude that's not normal if he cheats you must dump his fucking little ass off of your life and find a normal guy

If your friends have all said you deserve better, and even your boyfriend thinks you do, but you're still not convinced, what do you think asking us is going to do? It won't help you. We can't make that decision for you.

I suggest you take control of your own life. If you can tolerate his bad ways because being with him is great, then tolerate it. If the heartache outweighs the happiness then move on. It's as simple as that. But don't bother your friends endlessly with your problems IF you choose to stay with him. Be mature, be an adult about the whole thing.

If you do want him back, make it hard for him to come back. My girlfriend and i didn't talk for two years after we had an off and on relationship that ended with me moving away. We are now back together and stronger than ever.
But that's not common. So, listen to your heart. Or ghost. And consider my comment for giggles.

Create some distance from him and just give it time. You will get over him in time - he's no good!