Is it normal to feel like this during teenage years?
Okay everyone says that teenagers are not always happy with their lives and all that. But I SERIOUSLY hate my life. My dad was like my best friend when I was a kid but now he almost completely ignores me all the time. He's always watching some sport events on TV or going out somewhere or talking on the phone. I dont remember the last time he hugged me or told me anything nice. My mom is barely bothered about me. She is extremely lazy and sometimes she even forgets to prepare lunch for me. So many times I just sneak out of the house and eat at a cafe. Infact these days I don't even have to sneak out because nobody even bothers to notice when I'm gone. I dont have any siblings and that just adds to my loneliness. My school life is almost worse than life at home. There is a lot of peer pressure in my class. Many of the students drink, smoke and date inappropriate people. I haven't done any of these things, therefore I am considered boring and uncool. It's not that I have absolutely no friends at all. There are 2 girls who let me hang out with them but they don't really seem to care about me. Sometimes when I am saying something, one of them just barge in and say something totally irrelevant as though I don't exist or something. Also I am the only girl in my class who wears braces, that makes me slightly insecure when I'm talking to people. So this is my life, and I just HATE it. I wish I had a normal life like all those girls on teen tv shows (eg: lizzie mcguire).I have nobody to talk to or share my feelings with. I came to this website because I think I'm suffering from depression. Sometimes when I'm just sitting and reading a book or eating food, I suddenly start crying. Yes, just like that all of a sudden I start crying for no reason at all. The crying last for about 45 min - 1 hour. Sometimes I also try hurting myself. Not in a very serious way like cutting or anything. I stand in front of the mirror and slap myself, when I'm combing my hair I pull the tangles out till it hurts a lot, I pinch my self on my arm till there's a really deep mark. I think I'm going insane. Is this what every teenager goes through or is there something wrong with me?