Is it normal to feel like this about myself?

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Hello,

Alright, so, i have a place in college, (UK) and i'm coming up to 19. I hardly ever go in to college, as i feel its a waste of my time. But when i DONT go in, i don't actually do anything else instead. I sit at home, sort of twiddiling my thumbs. I have bad anxiety, (or so i'm told), when i walk out in public for example. For instance, this may not be related, but i can't put my finger on it. I'll be walking, or i'll be watching tv, listening to music, and suddenly stop, and think why i'm here, on earth, why i'm living. And why i'm not a bird, or a lion in life, and why that would be so much easier for my brain to handle. I find being human too much of a task, ...not that, but sometimes very daunting, and its a big role! Wouldn't you agree? Also, is it normal to feel like you don't know what to do with your life yet. It's like, all my friends, aqquanticies, have gone off to University, having a great time, doing their studies, partying, and MOVING ON with their lives. I seem to be stuck in this constant 'child' mode, not that im not mature, i am, but im just longing for my childhood back, i guess you could say the one i never had. Is these normal feelings, will i grow out of them, and will i ever move on and recover from this feeling stopping me at the moment. Thanks very much.

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  • joybird
    12 years ago

    Get into a routine of going to college. You may as well waste your time there as at home. At least, at school you are alive and among other people.

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  • BurnaTwist
    12 years ago

    go research peter pan syndrome it might help, lifes not that hard wake up do what you do smile when you can and go back to sleep i do it everyday

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