Is it normal to feel like theres two people inside of you
I feel like there are two opposite sides to my personality, like for example, i have a boyfriend and would totally be faithful but then i always have this urge to go f**k someone else even though i know i'd be devastated if i did it, or the fact that i wouldn't do hardcore drugs but at the same time i feel that i really want to and need to, i have a desire to be happy but when i am i feel like i should do something so that i'm sad and vic versa, it just feels like i'm being pulled in two directions and if i keep going with the acceptable responsible kind of options i'm going to explode and go absolutely crazy. Is this normal?! I'm only nineteen and feel like i'm heading for a break down!