Is it normal to feel like the entire world is wrong?
Here's the story. I'm 20 years old and it has been 3 years that I've been having "episodes",for example when I read or hear the news, that I feel very very imprisoned in a society that doesn't work at all. I see at all the suffering,the deaths, the lives of million of people, their dreams shattered because of how the human society works. The main concern is that I hate money, I really do. And the fact that EVERY SINGLE moment of my life is influenced by this sort of nonsensical trash really stresses me out. In the time that we live in, in this capitalistic society, money is the number one rythim that we all must respect. Even when catastrophes happen! For example,the fact that resources used to help people after some natural calamity STILL have prices(even tho I know this money is used also to pay people who is working to help others) is in its nature absurd! It's like monetizing people lives! This is really bugging me at a point where I cry a lot in front of some news that make me feel like there is no escape from this stupid circle. Sometimes I just feel so hopeless and miserable and tiny in front of this, and I hate it so much. So freaking much.