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Often I feel like having friends is a nuisance. I do get lonely, but often times it's caused because I feel rejected by my friends. I cannot tell if it's my own insecurities or if I'm really annoying and unlikable. I feel sad. :(
Yes people can get very irritating. Sometimes I feel this way as well. I have had a lot of horrible friends in my lifetime. I never ask for anything from my friends and I have low standard for them.
I do not believe in being selfish and I often put other people before myself. I never ask for anything on birthdays or holidays from them. A lot of times they end up treating me like crap and leaving me in the end. Its most likely not you. Most people just suck.
I heard people say this tune before. Its usually those who get taken advantage of. I am sorry you are having such an awful time. Keep your head up high you will find friends who truly see what is special about you one day. =) So don't worry.
If your friends would just suck your cock every now and then it might be worth having them.
It seems like you simply don't hang around people who really want you around. Otherwise you'd be saying the opposite, that life would be tough if you didn't have your friends. And by that I mean people who actually care about you're well being and enjoy your company. The problem here though is that you don't seem to have any friends, granted we don't know their side of the story, but I know that it does suck to be ignored by people who you consider friends. Honestly I think you should perhaps try finding some new friends. I know that this can be difficult but maybe just joining some clubs might help. You might find people who have common interests there.
You're not annoying or unlikable, you do sound insecure, but that's normal. Just be yourself, and do your own thing. Your friends are there for you just don't center yourself around negative feelings about yourself.