Is it normal to feel like im being controlled by god/the universe?
I feel like my life isn't in my control, even though it feels like it, and even though it basically is in my control and I can basically do whatever I want,
but i feel like i am just a soul stuck inside my body watching my life unravel.
I feel like whatever I do is meant to happen, and god already planned it in the 'story', even though it feels like I'm the only person who knows what i'm about to do (eg. throw this rock, steal this car etc).
I feel like this worlds/universe's story was written at the start of everything ages and ages ago and we are just reenacting the story.
this is very hard to explain and it drives me nuts because this is all i think about day after day.