Is it normal to feel like i'm meant for so much more than this world?
I wasn't meant to be born. I had a true knot in the umbilical cord, and it was wrapped around my neck twice. I should have been a still born, but here I am. I know that this will sound crazy, and I know that I'm still very young, but I feel like an old soul. I feel like I don't belong here. Sure, I have dreams like everyone else. I love to write and sing. But none of it feels right to me. I only feel right when I help people. I'm a very spiritual person, I always think about energy and the universe and the value of life. I just feel like I'm made for so much more. I feel like helping people is and should be my only job and purpose in this world. I feel like... I'm gonna sound crazy, but I feel like I'm not really human, that I've just been put in a human's body... I feel like I have a home somewhere else, somewhere greater. It would explain why I always have these weird dreams and why I've accidentally astral projected a few times. I know that I'll get called a lunatic for saying all of this, but it's how I feel.