Is it normal to feel like i’m samus aran?

A strange question. It’s really hard to talk about because I don’t want to come off as weird or strange and even creepy. I want to believe that I am Samus Aran. It’s such a strange thing. I want to be her. When I go to any type of convention (Comic Con) I always go as her. I don’t have her Varia Suit yet. I feel happy and better about myself. All of my stresses of life are lifted off of my shoulders. When people call my name “Samus Aran!” It makes me.. happy. I want to believe that I’m truly her. When I’m not in the Zero Suit, I’m much more shy and timid around people. I try to make head canons based off of her. Samus was raised by alien bird people called the Chozo. I like to think that she has bird like tendencies. Sometimes when I see her I feel.. dysphoric? I don’t see what I want to see in the mirror. Sometimes when I see her I also see the woman I want to marry someday. (Dispite the fact that I’m in a relationship). It’s really hard to talk about because somewhere deep down in me I feel crazy when I open my mouth. When I see cosplay pictures of her from other people I feel upset. I feel not good enough to be her. I have a weird disconnect when I see Samus Aran. I see myself and I also see someone I want to marry.