Is it normal to feel like an outcast on a mutiversal scale?
Throughout my entire life every human has, does, and will continue to perceive and treat me like I am something less than human. Even people who i've just met. It's like when they become aware of my... quiddity their entire perception just suddenly "shifts" and I can kind of sense it. I genuinely don't know how to explain it like, but I know it only happens because of me.
As I said, this has been happening to me my whole life. In the last few years it's been making me feel like I don't belong throughout all of existence.
Also, I feel like I don't experience reality like everyone else. Like people seem to be on this sort of general "level" or "frequency" like. And I'm quite certain that I am not "on" or "tuned into" the same thing/place as everyone else.
Is this normal like?
Do other people feel this way?