Is it normal to feel like a killer?

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I used to cry when I was around 12 because I swore I would probably kill someone one day and my mom would be left alone and disappointed, and she has had so many disappointments throughout her life.
The urge to kill is dropping, I don't feel the need to cut into some random in the middle of a crowd, but when I see an easy target the thought crosses my mind and I vividly imagine what I would do to that person. Is it normal to have homicidal urges as strong as this? Sometimes I feel like my only purpose in life is to kill.

This is serious, I have struggled with this since I was nine. I have always been afraid to ask(thank god for the internet.) And I will take anything serious you have to say into consideration for the sake of whatever.

Thank you.

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  • RoseIsabella
    10 years ago | pl

    You NEED psychiatric help!

    But if you're gonna be a psycho killer be a sport about it and go after a dangerous bad mofo that the world would be better off without. Going after an easy target would be an act of a pathetic cowardice. I'm certainly not interested in killing anyone despite the fact that I know there are some people I could easily kill with my bare hands. Only cowards go after the weak and helpless!

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    • Blackgod
      10 years ago

      Should only hunt the evil on the world child rapists and rApist not normal people

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      • RoseIsabella
        10 years ago

        Right on, Brother!

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    • [Old Memory]
      10 years ago

      Shhhhh, he's fine....

      *looks away

      ...he's totally normal.

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      • RoseIsabella
        10 years ago

        Heh heh heh... Oh my Gosh.!

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  • q1w2e3
    10 years ago | pl

    Every time someone is killed, he/she is someone's mother, father or a loved son/daughter. Why would you want to take away someone's life and bring sadness and misery to a family? Imagine raising a kid for 20 years, especially in infant and toddler years, so much of effort and love is spent.

    And someone just because has an urge to kill decides to act on it and, takes away that happiness.

    Killing people might be made popular by tv shows like dexter etc. but in reality, the veterans and soldiers who have returned and fighting in Iraq, Afghanistan are killing themselves by the hundreds every year. Because of what they have done I.e killed people and sometimes innocent kids and women..

    Try to think rationally about it. Imagine what if someone with a similar urge took away your family member?

    If the urges are strong, please see a doctor before you hurt someone and end up in jail for the rest your life.

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    • Technicolor_Irons
      10 years ago

      You, dear poster, as very intelligent and thoughtful. I could not have said it better myself. Thank you for your contribution. (u.u)

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    • gummy_jr
      10 years ago

      :' )
      Best comment

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  • DubstepismyMJ
    10 years ago

    Sounds like you'll make one hell of a soldier.

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  • noid
    10 years ago

    Consider becoming a member of the armed forces. They need people like you.

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  • Blackgod
    10 years ago

    If you start to kill rapists and child molsters stop coming to this site a d telling us about it happy hunting good luck and get some training to kill :) I hope you kill many rapists the world would be better off put people who rape lite kids at the top of your list so no more kids have to suffer :) rooting for you

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  • westoptic
    10 years ago

    I think about killing people too. Not innocent people though, people who deserve it. Don't ever take an innocent life.

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  • _Molotov_Cocktail_
    10 years ago

    I feel like a thrower of Molotov cocktails. But that's because I am a thrower of Molotov cocktails. Can't help you on this one. Sorry.

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  • sickness
    10 years ago

    I haven't read a single post on this page, but I can tell you that killing people is not as easy or digestable as it sounds. If you're dead set on it, leave out the women and kids and for christs sake please leave the innocent untouched. I just noticed that I haven't blinked in about 38 minutes.

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  • Goix
    10 years ago

    Basically what we're all saying is, be Dexter.

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  • lesboland
    10 years ago

    I was just going to say do a Dexter..

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  • informedtweaker
    10 years ago

    no women no kids

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      10 years ago

      Of course not, I'm not entirely heartless. Like RoseIsabella said "only cowards go after the weak and helpless." And if I could find a way I would only go after people the world would be better without.

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      • Hugh*Janus
        10 years ago

        Find a way? It's called the sex offender registry. You get a picture, description of offense and an address. It's free. What more do you need?

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  • mylife549
    10 years ago

    Of course its normal. No one is completely okay with who they are. You don't like the feminine part of you. That's perfectly okay, love <3

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  • twinklesstar
    10 years ago

    Ummm when you get those urge what do you do to supress them?

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      10 years ago

      Sometimes I cut myself, it helps. I used to draw, but not so much anymore.

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      • twinklesstar
        10 years ago

        Umm Cutting yourself seems to be a pretty destructive way to supress them. When did you start cutting?Why did you stop drawing?Did it not work to supress your urge?

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  • Terence_the_viking
    10 years ago

    Killing is easy in theory but in actuality it is a whole different ball game.

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  • mixwell
    10 years ago

    Is that you Dexter Morgan ?

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  • [Old Memory]
    10 years ago

    Most people have homicidal thoughts sometimes. Its only a problem if you do it of if the thoughts are bothering you. I doubt a psychiatrist will do any good though. They're for the most part a waste of time.

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    • Maggie2000
      10 years ago

      It is unhelpful of you to say that a psychiatrist is unlikely to do any good. They go through years of training to be able to help peope like this.

      This poster needs help and should definitely see a psychiatrist, psychotherapist or a counsellor.

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