Is it normal to feel lethal
As long as a can remember i have always had a natural inclination to a solitary life style,ive always had friends but never any real emotional connection to them. That never bothered me i always sorda enjoyed my secret cognitive dissonance. But lately my feelings of indifference has taken a violent turn. I find my self constantly angry with people around and given my previous history of blunted effect and apathy i feel like i can really do something terrible to some one to the point where i worry about it on a regular basis. I know that i could never harm a women or child, but it still is moderately uncomfortable to have these thoughts that i know i cant act on do to repercussions. Is this normal early twenty year old angst or am i just bat shit crazy