Is it normal to feel jealous of gays sometimes?
Specifically, homosexual males.
Just note that since I learned what the term "gay"/"homosexual" meant, I've supported it. I'm a girl and I've been straight, but I never once questioned of someone being "gay". Actually, in some short stories and poems I've written, they involve a male/male relationship. Rare there's a female/female, but still sometimes.
I guess it's because lately for whatever reason, in my town most/all of the guys are gay or bisexual. Now in my head, I just say every guy is gay or bisexual.
And I guess I don't blame them, I mean, with the feminine population these days I admit most of the girls are annoying, but it makes me feel sad, and like I have no chance because I'm a girl. I don't know if it's just where I live, so I decided to post online where this shit's worldwide.
Forgive me if this sounds like a stupid post, but I'm just very paranoid that eeeeevery guy is gay or bi. And yes, it makes me sad. I don't want to sound rude or cruel, and yes, I support almost every type of relationship whether it be hetero, homo, necro - almost whatever, but still. I mean, to be honest it just really saddens me and even frightens me. And since I'm a girl I guess it's safe for me to say, "Well, guys don't have to worry about a girl turning lesbian, it's not as common" - from where I live, at least.
So, is this normal? And forgive me if I sound like a bitch, this is just what I think.