Is it normal to feel guilty about this?
I've been talking to a guy that I know of since my childhood and we have developed some mutual feelings to be in a relationship, though we haven't technically met as a couple yet, he's overseas for work and he will be back in a few days.So we're in a relationship,and I feel connected to him already,I love everything about him.Today I met us with my ex and one thing led to another and I ended up having sex with him,while my ex was with me,I just pictured my new boyfriend,my question is why do I feel so guilty for cheating on him?I have cheated in other relationships and none has ever had me feel so guilty Like I am,I can't bare the heaviness in my heart I almost asked him to forgive me but I know it would ruin our new relationship,why ?IIN?