Is it normal to feel guilty about fantasizing about my best friend?

I'm a girl and I have a best friend that's absolutely beautiful. I fell for her as soon as we started hanging out but I had to automatically friend zone her. I sometimes masturbate while fantasizing about her but when I'm done I feel guilty. I feel like I'm creepy perv even though I know I would never try anything in real life with her.Is this normal?

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81% Normal
Based on 16 votes (13 yes)
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  • JellyBeanBandit

    Don't be too hard on yourself, you can't help how you feel. Plus it doesn't do any real harm to anyone to masturbate to somebody.

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    • Doesnormalmatter

      *unless they find out. Don't ask me how I know....

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  • Yea I used to masturbate to an old girlfriends mother. I used to think that the next time I seen her mother I would feel weird. No, never did, always just forgot.

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  • einexile

    Here's your weekly reminder that sexual/romantic interest and rejection don't ruin friendships. Don't you know anyone who is close friends with someone they used to date, hooked up at some point, or met because one approached the other with that in mind? Friendships end because of betrayal, because of cruelty, and sometime because of good old fashioned drifting apart. I cannot think of a single friendship that ever ended because one friend indicated sexual interest in another.

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  • bandgeek2014

    Thanks for all of your input!!! After what you said I've decided to keep on getting off and fantasizing about my best friend guilt free. As long as what I'm doing is keeping me satisfied enough to keep from trying to make a move on her then everything is fine :)

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  • trexagireve

    I've masturbated for so many different girls in my life that I should be always ashamed.. So don't feel bad about your self

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  • Doesnormalmatter

    Don't feel guilty! You sound lesbian or at least bi and you should enjoy that! Unfortunately it is normal to feel guilty masturbating about someone but refer to me username and the answer is no. Enjoy playing with yourself, don't feel guilty mate!

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  • WeirdGuyFromTheSouth

    As I got older the guilt after an orgasm started to fade. I know I'm a piece of shit now I've accepted it lol. I dont feel the guilt anymore even when I watch something as weird as anal acrobats3.

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