Is it normal to feel extreme apathy towards anything that relates to sex?
and no not because I'm prude or American!
anyways I remember back before going mgtow I was always obsess with being good lover. I used to read a lot about sex ed stuff such as...
- how to last longer in bed
- how to find a girl's g-spot
- best positions to try according to the time and act
- what to do during foreplay
and whatever you can think of when it comes to sex. I even remember coming across a series called "2 Girls Teach Sex" which was a sex ed series created by two girls that teach a lot of sex ed techniques. I even went as far as downloading all their dvds on bootleg and got to watch them all. but just like most sex ed programs out there these ones where basically inspired by porn. they make it sound like all women out there...
- prioritize sex as much as we men do
- love a man that can last a long time pounding her during intercourse
- will dump/cheat on their man if he's a lame lover and can't "satisfy" her in bed
and many other mythological bullshit. anyways to make the long story short I was cleaning up my computer the other day and found this big ass 5GB file on my hard drive and didn't even think twice on deleting it.
till then I am no longer interested in learning any bullshit technique on how to be a good lover anymore. If there is one thing that contributes to a big waste of time I think I gotta put sex ed bullshit as one of the top 5 or maybe top 3.