Is it normal to feel disgusted after your first kiss?
This was a few years back but i remember it.
I had this boyfriend and we went on a couple dates. i was his first girlfriend and he was my first boyfriend so things were kinda awkward at times. But i wasnt always sure i really wanted to be with him so i was glad things werent going too fast between us.
So we were taking the bus sonewhere and we kept cuddling and resting our heads on each other, then he turned his head and faced me so i did the same and i noticed he puckered his lips and closed his eyea. So i kinda freaked out and turned away but acted stupid about it then i was having second thoughts about not kissing him so we did the head thing again and he puckered his lips again then i did the same a few times then he opens his eyes and starts smiling up a storm. He then offers his hand out to me so we could hold hands but honestly i didnt realize what he was doing at the time so i didnt grab it. Then i started feeling gross about having kissed him like mixed feelings, he wasnt ugly or anything so that wasnt the problem.
But iunno, is it normal to feel that way after your first kiss?
-There was no tongue, just like a smootch or a peck on the lips a few times.