Is it normal to feel crazy like this?
My girlfriend of 2 years and I have split about a month ago. We've been on and off about three times since dating mostly because of my inability to be compassionate and caring, but we usually end up back together. However, this time's different. I hurt every day since we split and I see how poorly I really did treat her and how often I expressed an overall lack of affection towards her. She's since had a purely sexual relation ship with someone 10 years older than her with a fetish crazed sexual deviant, and kissed her tattoo artist and it makes me absolutely blind with rage and jealousy. I don't blame her for looking for happiness but I feel so hurt by these findings. But at the same time I feel like I'm doing her justice by allowing myself to be hurt like I hurt her... This cannot be normal, can it? Is