Is it normal to feel alone?

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Lately I've been getting super depressed. I've been doing not so hot at school, and not a single girl has liked me throughout high school. So far I've asked out three girls and all of them have said no. I bought an AR-15 with the intention of killing myself. I'm gonna assume people are thinking, "gee probably a school shooter". I don't hate everyone, I hate myself. I know I'm weird and boring in school. Side note, if your wondering why not just a shotgun I'm sending the rifle to a friend because my parents would kill me themselves if they saw an upper show up in the mail. My friend would know what was up if I bought a shotgun. I'm taking IB programs and I'm constantly surrounded by the top 5% of students. Makes me wonder if that's what's making feel inferior. I've gotten to a point where I feel like I can't talk to anyone, and I'm completely alone in the world. It's not that I want sex, I've been offered that several times. It's being able to share my emotions and making someone else happy that I want. I know this is kind of a rant but it would be nice to hear from other people.

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  • Grunewald
    5 years ago

    Do not take a permanent solution to a temporary problem... how you feel is not who you are. Keep ploughing ahead. There is life after high school, and it is different enough to be worth staying alive for.

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  • Nikclaire
    5 years ago

    Life changes dramatically after high school. Hang in there and give it a chance.

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  • [Old Memory]
    5 years ago

    Look, three girls compared to how many billions of people on this planet.

    Why should you give your enemy (you at this moment) the satisfaction of watching you fail? Show yourself who’s boss and feed the white wolf. Do good at school because that’s what school is for, do good at your hobbies, make friends with your teachers and those that can help refer you to jobs and such.

    Rejection my friend, hurts. It hurts so bad, and I should know, i’ve been rejected many times by guys, but everyone welcomed me as a friend. So a friend I shall be, I shall be that friend that people say “Yeah I know them!”

    I hope you know suicide is never the answer.

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  • raisinbran
    5 years ago

    Which state do you live in?

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    • Lary
      5 years ago

      why does that matter?

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      • raisinbran
        5 years ago

        How did you manage to buy an AR-15?

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        • Penissqueezer
          5 years ago

          Not live in a shithole

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        • Lary
          5 years ago

          You buy an upper, which you you can just send to your house. Then buy a lower which gets sent to your local ffl and then pick it up after proper id has been shown and you've passed a background check. The only state you cant do this in is California. As far as I know anyways

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