Is it normal to fear but also very turned on???
So there is this girl I'm in love with but she doesnt feel the same way I do about her. I fantasize about situations where she is left alone with my friend who she doesn't really see or talk to but somehow kick it off and start hanging out with each other and start dating then fucking. Or in situations where they have one night stand. I can't stand the image of them together cuz it hurts my heart but another part of me find it a turn on for masturbation. Is this normal???