Is it normal to fantasize incest?

My father started molesting me when I was 11. He took my virginity on my 13th birthday and continued having sex with me until I was 16. The only reason it stopped is because he passed away in an excavating accident. But ever since then I cannot achieve an orgasm unless I fantasize that I'm having sex with my dad. I feel disgusted and ashamed after I reach an orgasm to this fantasy but when the next time comes around I cant help but give in to the fantasy. I have never told anyone this before and I just want to know if this is normal for someone who has been abused like me or not?

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68% Normal
Based on 31 votes (21 yes)
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  • pmon

    Molester like him should be reported to the police I think that the good thing in this movie is that the bad guy died

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    • hardonlife

      It isn't bad if she likes it, you know?

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  • ygrowup

    You cannot pick the fantasy that you want to have that does it for you! It just happens, but I am very surprised that you was so strong to move past those earlier years without major scaring! If this works for, that is great and normal for you, and don't be ashamed of it! It is just a fantasy. It would be great to hear from someone else that had similar young life as you though.

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  • I was molested at 12 by a counselor. For years I was ashamed. Although I got with men time to time. After a friend sent me pics of boys I got turned on. I now fantasize about my molestation and accept it. It's ok don't hate ur dad. It's hard for men to resist sexy girls any age or relation.

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  • sexloverfamily

    good for you dont feel discusted or ashamed by it,you into it like it and love it so dont denie your self that right

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  • pansyfugufish

    Child molesters tend to be victims of child molestation. Abused women often find themselves aroused during sexual assault. Perhaps its a coping mechanism. If you go to a rape crisis center they can help you get counseling,if you want it.

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  • It's totally ok. Accept who u are.

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