Is it normal to fantasize about it?

When i was 13 or 14, my great uncle tried touching me and masturbated in front of me. I ended up telling somebody of course and he's no longer in my life. Now that I'm 18, i find my self fantasizing about when he would try to touch me. I visualize the times he tried and picture me letting him finger me, touch me up and then letting him have sex with me. I even moan his name while I'm masturbating. I find it quite odd but is it normal?

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77% Normal
Based on 13 votes (10 yes)
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  • creations_simpicity

    It is normal but not healthy. And that is some thing that might linger or even corrupt you mind if u allow it to progress at the rate u described. you'd probably do good by seeing a professional, because at the age of 18 that is the sweet spot of sexual weakness and it can be easily taken advantage of by others and even yourself. So be careful

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  • quentari

    something to do with the psychological damage I imagine. I'd go see a professional.

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  • BloodRedAndTrue

    you've suffered some damage. get help or it will scatter to other aspects of your life.

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