Is it normal to fantasize about being beaten to death?

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For the past few months I've found myself thinking about how much i want someone to beat me to death, or at the very least hospitalize me. I've had suicidal thoughts before, but usually my plans would involve relatively quick deaths (ex. stabbing myself in the throat). I posted a craigslist ad last week looking for someone that would hit me, hoping they might get carried away if i act enthusiastic enough, but took it down before it got any serious replies. Is this sort of thing normal? I'm female if it matters.

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Based on 9 votes (3 yes)
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  • Justsomejerk
    11 years ago

    Date Chris Brown.

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  • Java
    11 years ago

    Yeah, I always fantasize about marrying somebody abusive.

    So sexy.

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  • BigScaryRooster
    11 years ago

    If someone gets mad at you enough to want to, I know you'd be running.

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  • crazogirl
    11 years ago

    I fantasize about beating something to death. But it's not a person, it's a body part.

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  • Gasmasker
    11 years ago

    Masochism is more common than you'd think! I'm sure you could find someone on these lovely interbutts who'd be willing to dole out some sweet beatings.

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  • snafu
    11 years ago

    your depressed my sweet, you should not be having those type of thoughts, go to doctor asap

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  • Thatguy777
    11 years ago

    Seek help.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      11 years ago

      why?

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  • frankiestrange
    11 years ago

    Haha, I misread it as "Being eaten do death".

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  • jondoerandom
    11 years ago

    I was about to say I'd help you if you promise not to press charges if i deal some serious damage. But i'm sorry, I'd never hit a girl.

    It's not really normal, but I won't preach. Everyone has the right to live and die the way they want.

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