Is it normal to fantasize about being a dictator?

I always think I'd love to be a dictator....yes, I have to be a dictator, I need to rule an entire country.....I am overseeing a war very closely, I often take tours to view the damage my soldiers have done. While on my tours, all the soldiers do whatever I want and they all want me....they know that I have sex with a few of them on every tour so they all want to be picked and they behave very well. Anyone that displeases me is executed, by me, on the spot. Sometimes I make them do things like fight, kill people or steal jewelry from innocent civilians or whatever I want to see at the moment to prove themselves to me. The sex itself, I'm not so much domineering, I'm really feminine and soft and I make it the best experience they've ever had. So I pick out a few to fuck and I go on my way and it makes me happy to know that they're still thinking about how good it was and describing it to the less fortunate guys there.

I know it sounds a lot like domination but the fact that it HAS to take place in a war zone in the 1930's-40's and that I like to exercise my power by executing some of them is what I'm wondering is normal or not.