Is it normal to fantasize about being a criminal?
I watch tons of serial killer documentaries. Ted Bundy, Charles Manson, Aileen Wuornos; I've watched just about every (american) serial killer documentary out there.
I want that. I don't want to kill people, but I want to be a criminal. I want to be remembered for something totally outlandish, unacceptable, and despicable. I want some people to hate me and some to love me. I don't want to further the human race, I want to put a dent in it as a reminder of how fucked up we really can become.
Is that normal?