Is it normal to fantasize about a guy who i have never even talked to?

So I have been through a breakup , not recently but it wasnt easy . As a matter of fact someone on is it normal suggested me to look around and have crushes.
There is this guy in my biology class very adorable or making it brief he is totally opposite to what my ex was , shy , not player , focuses on his studies , not swept away or way too much into normal high school stuff.
I have never talked to him out of fear of rejection but he makes me forget the world he makes me forget my past relationship I actually dy dream about him , fantasize having sex with him and whenever he sits right next to me I cant help myself and keep rotating my neck to left so that I can stare his doll face ( he is beautiful not girly ) while he jot write down whatever the teacher is dictating.
I dont even have him yet and I am scared to lose him .whenever he doesnt come to the class I get so pissed and down . I literally feel like shouting at him as if he is mine or he ll care . I just love him , I just want a hug from him his arms around me I want to be protected and I want him to be that protector so that next time when my ex comes back and brag about how he fooled me and made me suck his dick and all those disgusting stuff that he mentions to torture me , he ll tell him to get lost and not dare to hurt me again .
I dont know I am so associated with him I really dont know where am I going . I dont even know how he feels about me.

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  • KamonSandhusky

    Hey, I experience this all the time. I will inexplicably "fall in love with someone" or feel that I have a crush on them even if I have never met them or even if I don't know there name. It's mostly males, considering that I am a male myself. I don't really know how to deal with it myself as I just wait for it to subside and move onto the next person that I pretty much do with what you're doing. This isn't weird or anything I think. It's a part of being human. You're emotions are taking over your reason and it must be hard to know what's right or what's wrong because you probably just want him so desperately because it feels like he's the only thing that you care about no matter what anyone says to you. I have a Deviantart account and you can find me under the username of "LonelyWerewolf123"

    I hope all is well~

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    • lara2221

      See you get me , besides I dont know my previous relationship has effected me so emotionally that I have become desperate because I aint that kinda girl who goes after guys and all.
      I really want to feel protected because my ex still abuses me and puts me down and all.this guy seems like the guy who will protect me from any further emotional mental damage.

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      • KamonSandhusky

        Well, is there any form of communication besides this that I can talk to you on in terms of just being a support for you?

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  • shuggy-chan

    #1 why dont you ask him to help u study or something more casual and actually talk to the guy. And #2 You seem like u might be getting to obsessed with this image of the guy, thats sorta crazy. Just saying

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