Is it normal to fantasise about being watched by an older woman?
I (male) fantasise about paying an older woman to stand in front of me and lift her skirt so I can see her panties, while she watches me masturbate. Usually it's about the same woman, a somewhat plain librarian in her forties at my local library. In my fantasy she agrees because she needs the money, and isn't actually into it. In fact, she's kind of disgusted. Sometimes the fantasy is about other women, also older, but it's voluntary and they enjoy it.