Is it normal to fall in love with my gay teacher?
Ok so uhm back then, I was so judgemental with gays cuz I grew up in a homophobic family. But then last year, I met this new gay teacher in our school but the moment I saw him, I knew something was different. Turns out, he was also our new adviser in Dance Club, so as time goes by, we kinda grew fond to each other, til I realized that I'm falling in love with him. I don't know but every rehearsal, I always approach him just to talk or mess his hair cuz he likes it when people mess his hair. But I must admit, despite of being a gay, he is ugly. Not because I love him, doesn't mean I would lie of him being attractive and all. Maybe in my eyes he is attractive but really he is ugly. So I really have no reason to fall in love with him. But I know that I've fallen hard for him. I love him so much. But he doesn't know. Cuz I'm afraid that once he learned about it, he might avoid me and not talk to me. Bit I love him I swear.