Is it normal to exsist?

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I don't feel like dying, running away, nor exsisting...I just wish I could watch my life pass and not do shit. Not eat much either, not go to school, just sit on my ass in a room, on the internet. Isolated. I don't know what to do. I feel like a damn dragged puppet. I could care less about my future. WTF? I have no options, ones that appeal to me anyway. I feel numb, I hate it. I'm not going to re-read this, Fuck.

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  • Boojum
    6 years ago

    Sounds like depression.

    Or the common, garden-variety teen angst.

    If the latter, try not to worry about it too much, since it's probably just hormones and developmental changes in your brain.

    If it's depression, then probably the best non-drug cure is to force yourself to get up from the damn computer, drag your ass out the door and go spend some time in some sort of nature, even if it's just the local park.

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  • McBean
    6 years ago

    All my life, I have longed for isolation. Finally, I have it. Know what? The times I remember being the best were the times I was too busy to worry about anything because I had to play at the top of my game. "Burn out" is the enemy. Attacking life with efficiency sort of helps. But I don't have the perfect answer. I am too busy enjoying my isolation.

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