Is it normal to enjoy the feeling of fear?
There are some nights where I will spend hours watching scary things on Youtube. For example, scary game playthroughs, or videos on hauntings and stuff. And even though I may barely sleep at night, I can't stop coming back to them. Why? I enjoy the feeling of terror, and sometimes paranoia. It's not constant, so it's not like I'm addicted to it, I just do it a lot for the fun of it.