Is it normal to enjoy sleep deprivation?
I like being really tired. I like the feeling of being awake for over 30 hours. Occasionally, I will see how long I can stay awake. I like to smoke pot (legal in my state) and drink a lot of caffeine while I do it. I want to drink energy drinks but I'm kind of scared to. I don't do this more that once a month. It's like the world isn't real and I'm on edge. Like I'm crazy but in a good way. I think it releases chemicals in my brain and that's why I like it. I know it's unhealthy but it's better than doing cocaine. IIN?