Is it normal to enjoy fainting?

i have fainted 3 times now, all three times, i have been told, have occurred due to my anemia (and eating disorder)and they have all happened due to exposure to surgical related situations (my mother at hospital after surgery, having a tooth taken out etc...). most recently i fainted at school when i was watching a documentary about lobotomies in my psychology class. i hadn't eaten all day and i had a cold (i am also super stressed with work too), but that video really made me lightheaded. i could feel my brain spinning in my head and my vision became so blurred. my whole body felt weak and i felt like i was floating (like i was already in a dream, if that makes sense) then i remember waking up in the arms of my psychology teacher. almost instantly i burst into tears and my body couldn't stop shaking (i went to the doctor and he told me i am fine and healthy now). at the time, obviously, it wasn't pleasant because my whole class was glaring at me and my teacher had to basically carry me to the nurse. but when i think about it now, i really wish i would happen again. i loved the feeling of waking up confused like i was just in a really deep sleep. i don't know why but i loved how it felt to be so lightheaded and i love how it feels to faint. is that normal? i just really want to faint again... i'm hoping it will happen again.