Is it normal to eat like this?
So up until about 2 months ago, I ate relatively healthy, but I did eat more sugar and carbs than the average person. I maintained my weight by doing dance, and I've always been a pretty healthy/skinny/thin girl that never really cared about what I ate, when I ate it or whatever.
Recently, I noticed that I gained around 10 pounds over the summer. Ever since, I have been attempting to count calories and reduce the amount of carbs/sugar/food in general that I eat everyday... Which is really not working for me at all.
Almost everyday, I binge on sugary things. (carbs, candy, cookies, cake, ice cream) What happens is I eat a piece of fruit in the morning, at lunch I have something small, less than 200 calories, then once I get home from school, at about 4pm I go crazy. In about 10-20 minutes I can consume up to 700 calories of junk food. Sometimes more. Sometimes I will refuse to eat dinner afterwards because I just feel so guilty and disgusting.
I'm not sure if I have binge eating disorder, but I've looked up symptoms and they basically describe me. I ALWAYS feel extremely guilty after a binge, and I consume a lot of things in a very short period of time, and it's uncontrollable. I also eat everything very fast, so I can't even enjoy or taste what I'm eating. It almost always happens when I'm not even hungry.