Is it normal to dress as a girl when i'm home alone?
I must start by saying that I'm a totally straight guy with no gender identity issues or whatever. But sometimes in the evening when i'm home and feeling lonely, I put on girls clothes and a wig and talk like a girl. I also take pictures of myself whick I think look sooo cute and realistic (since I have a babyface and girly body type). It makes me feel so cute and adorable. Sometimes when watching the pictures I took, I think to myself that I would totally date a female version of myself. I'd also like to say that this is in no way sexual, I get no sexual pleasure from this, only emotionnal pleasure. Also, this doesn't interfere with my normal life at all, and I keep what I do a secret to everybody.
Maybe it's because I'm feeling lonely and need female companionship in my life since I never had a girlfriend and this makes me feel very depressed. Maybe I had to create this fictional girlfriend of mine to keep my sanity? Or maybe I'm just a wierdo?