Is it normal to drag on a friendship with someone you can't stand?
She's a great person, very fashionable, super smart, braggingly healthy/fit, always willing to help someone, really sweet and means well. She used to be the "popular one" I guess, and now she doesn't have many friends.
I realized long ago that I really do not enjoy her company. I feel like we force a connection and there is always some sort of awkward wall barrier she puts up that I just want to tear down to punch her in the fucking neck. Is this normal?