Is it normal to do this with poop?
When I was younger, around sixth grade I used to do this really weird thing. I don't do it anymore but I was wondering is it normal? Okay, so for some odd reason I used to be afraid to poop. I would go maybe 2 weeks without going to the bathroom, no lie. And when I would go Id usually clog the toilet. But after a while I became afraid of the toilet... So I would take toilet paper and wrap my poop in it then dispose of it outside somewhere. I did this for a long time and my parents didn't find out till later when they found all of it outside in the woods behind our house. They were disgusted by what I had done but never really said much about it.
Eventually I stopped doing it because I myself found it gross. I still sometimes wonder why I did that, I can't really find an reason now as to why someone would avoid going to the bathroom because they were afraid to poop in the toilet. When I think back to it I can literally remember being terrified to poop and I can't remember why I was afraid in the first place...
is it normal at all?!