Is it normal to do this to spiders?
When I find a spider in the house, I put it in the 'spider box' aka a small container, with the intention of putting it out. The problem is, every time, I end up picking up the box and shaking it until the spider dies. I have to put it in my drawer, or the temptation to shake it will be too much and I just have to do it. When I manage to get it in the drawer, I keep them there and see how long it takes for them to starve to death.