Is it normal to dislike pregnant women and new born babies?

I’m a child of the 70s but only just, i had my tubes tied because i came to the conclusion that there are too many people in the world already. I have a phobia of pregnant women. All i can think when i see them is a parasitic alienesk version of reality. And people saying "oh look at her she's glowing" do they know what stresses pregnancy causes on the body? once it's job is complete i.e. having reproduced the host mother is no longer the most vital part, calcium depleted and hormonally brain washed mothers are told it's a wonderful miracle. It’s not; watch 'the meaning of life' pop oo look another little miracle. It’s not beautiful, in the same way death is not poetic, it is ugly in the same way a maggot eating a pus-filled wound is. Then there are the babies, i don't want to smell your new-borns head it just smells of stale milk, your baby is not lovely and cute, a baby puppy is cute. I’m fed up with seeing friends babies and having to pretend like it's some amazing event, or that I’m am at all interested in this pink wrinkled ugly bag of milk and goo propped up, do i want to hold it? No? Why on earth would i do that? When i can teach it something then maybe I’ll be interested. Until then keep it to yourself! They will scream and steal your time energy sleep and money for the foreseeable future. They are not cute until they start being able to see properly and start learning to understand the world around them. that is where i start to not mind them so much, then the older they get the more they develop as people and you can tell quite young if they are developing in to the kind of person who is kind and well-adjusted or just an arsehole. Half the babies i am presented with will end up being foul teenagers and useless adults; we would do better if we had a worldwide 1 baby per couple policy for ten years or so. We are a plague on this world and it needs to be controlled. That is what i see when i look at your pregnant bump, so no i don't want to touch it, it makes me feel sick. And before you ask I think my mother was temporarily insane to have had me, but I’m not saying all babies should die or anything, I am saying half of them shouldn’t have been conceived in the first place and those that were should not be viewed as a miracle or exciting, and we shouldn’t have to pretend we like them, and never should we feel obliged to have to feign interest in touching someone’s stomach just because they have a parasite